So up until recently I have tried to maintain a positive, friendly relationship with all of my Exes, Jelissa I still keep in contact with, if rarely as she lives down in Virginia or some shit. Some of the other girls, who I wasn't in a legitimate relationship with ( LOL @ the though of the legitimacy of High school flings ) but were still emotionally close to nonetheless, still it me up to talk and bullshit. You know, cus we're all grown ass adults...right?
Recently One of my Exes, who I had the deepest feelings for BTDubs, blocked me on FB, no reason , no explanation, I didn't take it to heart, I wasn't all broken up about it, but it did leave me quite confused. Up till that point she stayed in contact with me, we webcammed and bullshitted and for all intents and purposes, stayed in each others lives as friends. to this fucking day I have no idea why she did it.
But let's backtrack a couple years ago. AS crazy as it sounds, I met this particular Ex on Facebook, i thought she was awfully pretty and added her myspace, talked a little, and ended up seeing each other in high school. I pretty much jacked her from some dude named Zack Connor, ( yeah I'm a dick), She liked me, heh we actually kissed the first day we hung outside of school. Things were great, she liked me, I liked her, I spent lavish amounts of cash on her, I actually wonder if she still has my valentines day gift. I spent a lot of money and time on that gift. We were in love, High school puppy love maybe, but it was real and it was legitimate, Things moved on, We had a lot of firsts together, She was my first true love, and supposedly I was hers, ( you can see where this is going now huh? ), She lost her virginity to me, and apparently this was our first serious relationship, months go by, we plan for prom, she bought the most beautiful prom dress. I introduced her to some friends of mine. This girl had and probably still does have low self esteem , the inability to hold down a relationship, constant arguments with her parents, her desperate need for attention by ANY MEANS necessary, points to my theory. Anyways the day after Prom this bitch breaks up with me. Here I am tears in my FUCKIN' EYES trying to figure out what I did wrong, she told me she did it because she wasn't happy, I worked my ass off for this bitch, bent over backwards, I was a fuckin hustler. Making mad guap, enough to pay off two years of school and a honda accord and more cash in the bank, I gave her a legitimate social life. and that bitch broke up because she wasn't "HAPPY" little did I know she was FUCKIN' a guy I know, behind my back. 5 times.... FIVE TIMES. I was angrier than a mama bear who found out a hunter decided to eat her BABIES. Fuck that got me heated.
Anyways we got back together, ( I know I know Fucking STUPID, but I was young and dumb) I left for Rutgers, and the bitch couldn't hand the DISTANCE. Cus I was too busy studyin and having a life at school to stay in with her for hours at a time (even though we talked and texted EVERYDAY). this girl became so paranoid that I was gonna cheat on her back out of spite ( which BTdubs I NEVER did because I have a sense of honor) she added EVERY GIRL I WAS FRIENDS WITH WHO WAS ON THE RUTGERS NETWORK, even the fuckin' LESBIANS! Yes she even added the girls WHO ONLY EAT PUSSY! The second half of our relationSHIT was so wack, I'd go out and have fun and she'd be pissed and be paranoid and i'd have to apologize, all the fuckin' time.
On a side note, her and her one time best friend once got into a fight, and she stopped talking to her, Her former bestfriend also happened to be a friend of mine. I didn't think it was right for me to cut my ties off just because Bitch did. When she snooped through my fuckin phone ( which was an every day occurrence when I was home, told you the bitch was insecure). she found out and actually HIT me. she legitimately cocked back and slapped me on the face. Now I try to live by a modern day Chivalric Code, one of the key rules being to be polite and civil to women. But at that point I was filled with enough anger, that I was hit for being a good person, That I nearly lost control and punched her in the fuckin' throat instead I left to go to my friends house and stay with him for the weekend. Pretty much about a month after that we broke up, I just couldn't deal with the bullshit any longer. Not surprisingly, even though she was still having sex with me and seeing me out of a relationship she was also seeing other guys, which confused the hell outta me because she would tell me that she loved me and yadda yadda yadda, but by that point I wasn't really listening to her anyways. She took some other guy to her prom, and If i remember right she fucked him too. In all fairness however I did live in a Co-ed dorm building, and have found random female underwear in my room, so I guess I can live with her being a lying sack o' shit. I guess we were both enjoying the single life and still maintaining contact with each other as booty calls and when we needed to talk to a member of the opposite sex on an emotional level.
In the end she screwed me, I became a better person I went from AFC to PUA and I made more than a couple notches on my belt in the subsequent months where i was single. I needed a lifeboat to swim through this SEA OF PUSSY I got myself into. It was fucking awesome.
I'm pretty sure as I'm busting my ass towards an Army commission and a legitimate career she's stressing out about her " OH MY LIFE IS SO HARD" Art Major, while serving Ice cream for a living. Now I'm happily in a near two year long relationship. ( the longest yet =] ) And the trials and tribulations that this bitch put me through has transformed me into one Awesome motherfucker. So Ex Girlfriend, Thank you for lying to me, cheating on me (only a month after one of my best friends died by the way you callous bitch), making me spend an ass ton of money on you for EVERYTIME we went out ( which by the way was literally true, the only time she bought me ANYTHING was a cheap HOLLISTER shirt( Am i allowed to put parentheses in parentheses? i f i can i wanted to add "which i don't fucking wear...ever) that said "save water shower with me" on a clearance rack) giving me " Hand made" Christmas and valentines day gifts that consisted of A CONSTRUCTION PAPER CARD cus you were apparently too cheap to buy a real one ( which is like what fucking 99 CENTS at a supermarket) breaking my fucking heart, actually making me cry, cry like a fuckin' bitch cus you took my first and true feelings of love and stomped on them with a pair of timberland boots then decided to vomit forth Bitch flames that would SHAME SATAN and burn my love to cinders.
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
I run shit now. Thanks for makin' me into a fuckin' BOSS. I couldn't have done it without you*
With deepest affection,
Andrew King Kim
* oh wait yes I could have, You fucked me over
Yeah you can KISS the ring but you can never touch the CROWN/ I smoke a million swisher blunts and I ain't never coming DOWN
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Quick Disclaimer: I don't refer to women as "bitches" to spite them, I really don't I just really really dislike this one female. please don't be offended
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